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about
This is a song about avoiding awkward situations, and failing at life because you suck at talking to people.
lyrics
I avoid, awkward situations,
like the plague, or going to the mall.
I don't like big crowds, and I don't like loud sounds.
Or people talking to their friends.
I avoid, awkward confrontations,
like the ones, followed by a hug.
I don't talk much, and I don't like to be touched.
I guess I'm better off at home.
There is something deep inside me,
ripping through my heart and at my soul.
Redirect me safe and soundly,
to an unmarked grave, beside my broken dreams.
I can't give up though, is what I say to shadows,
dancing by the lamp post, lighting my lonely way.
I like to think, I'm someone who I'd trust.
Like a dog, or that old lady down the block.
I don't make any sense, and I lost all of my bets.
The ones placed on my absent try.
I destroyed, every single friendship,
all the ones that made me feel loved.
I have no backbone, I don't want to die alone.
I guess I'm better off at home.
There is something deep inside me,
ripping through my heart and at my soul.
Redirect me safe and soundly,
to an unmarked grave, beside my broken dreams.
I can't give up though, is what I say to shadows,
dancing by the lamp post, lighting my lonely way.
My life is a picture taken through a window,
nice at a glance before the filth starts to show through.
There is something deep inside me,
ripping through my heart and at my soul.
Redirect me safe and soundly,
to an unmarked grave, beside my broken dreams.
I can't give up though, is what I say to shadows,
dancing by the lamp post, lighting my lonely way.
credits
released April 9, 2015
Recorded and Produced by Billy Houlihan
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